Fifty Words for Rain

Content Warning: This section of the guide depicts instances of colorism, racism, and related prejudices, as well as depicts physical abuse, sexual assault, and child trafficking.

The theme of duty versus desire is integral to the novel. The main characters in the novel all experience this conflict, though they respond to it differently.

Akira’s character arc is a prime example of this conflict. His dream is to become a professional musician and study music outside Japan. He is very talented, but his skill with the violin is not valued by his grandparents, who expect him to put his family first and focus on his duty as the Kamiza heir. In actuality, Akira does put his family first, if not in the way that his grandparents want him to—Akira prioritizes Nori above all, including over his personal ambitions regarding his music. Akira defends Nori from Yuko’s abuse and neglect, rescues her from the brothel, and ultimately sacrifices his youth and dream career to become Nori’s legal guardian and protect her from their grandparents. Also, he unintentionally sacrifices his life to accompany Nori during her first musical performance, which represents the extent of his love and affection for her.

Though Akira is torn between his duties and desires, he attempts to find balance for himself.